I had this nice long rambling post about how disconnected I feel here and to my family and how blah I feel.  And WP ate it.  And, for once, it didn’t auto-save as I was going along (it just updated its auto-save for this ost…lovely timing).  Now I’m irritated and even more blah.  Its really late and I should head off.  But not before I say this. I really dislike Sunday nights.  I loved them through high school.  Sunday night church and then a made for TV movie (why did the Big 3 stop those every week, I wonder).  LOVED that!  Sunday nights in the dorms were weird.  Sometimes everyone was around, other weeks it was so lonely.   Fall of my sophomore year was really rough for me on Sunday evenings.  I worked in the ed library those nights.  When I went back to shelve books, it felt so incredibly lonely to me.  I’ve never been able to kick that feeling.  When Jim was deployed, we had a “family” dinner each week.  Myself and three other ladies & their kids were the core group with drifters many other weeks.  I suggested it precisely because of my aversion to Sunday nights.  They were lovely evenings.  But then I went home to an empty house with a sleeping babe.

So I’m off.  Sleeping babe, bad TV, a post eaten by WP and yucky lonely, blah, Sunday night feelings.  Monday can’t come soon enough.

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